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MessEverywhere I go
Every single place
The troubles seem to grow
Every smiling face
Eventually frowns with woe

Why can't I do
Anything right
I just screw
Up everything despite
The happiness I try to spew

Is it me
Am I the source of this ache
Does the pain flow free
Is this what I make
People be?

Should I go away and hide
Never to see others
Or the outside
But would I stop another's
Pain and be the only one that ever cried

What is a life with no grey
When everyone is sad
I'd give it all away
It wouldn't be that bad
I would finally be able to say

I saved a life

Absence.Absence.

I hate the thought of coming home to an empty room.

It is a scenario my mind is not able to consume.

Even though I know you will be back soon.

I still have to wait for your return,

In order for my life to resume.

Kela Lewis-Morin

Look In Mind    I persuade, I cry, we love and hate.

    I and you want more than this,

    you nor I can help the other,

    why is this!

    We do not want to change

    and we love only a few.

    But I am not the one to write or talk,

    I do not trust in us.

    Like you, I have been crushed,

    so from now on I curse my shyness ;

    but there is a way that I have learned how to avoid from getting a broken heart.

    I just watch and listen from a distance.

    So in a way I look in your mind,

    and the true colors of you are seen.

    But do not be misled by your thoughts,

I Had Feelings...My feelings for you

Were no doubt there

And you shared them with me

Thank God, I swear.

But not too long later,

As I think over,

I slowly lose the emotion.

I don’t know what to tell you,

I surely don’t know how!

It was never a one night stand,

We still haven’t held hands,

And my lips are still a virgin to others.

Though I know how this goes

Yet I don’t I don’t remember

How to let you know

I want us to be over.

So soon it happened

And short,

I swear,

It will be.

My feelings to you

Have ceased.

Attempted SuicideAttempted Suicide

He asked once, how could she be so selfish?
He asked once, how could she not think of her children?
He asked once, how could she not be aware of the pain she is inflicting?
He asked, how could she do this to me?

I said, that's not how it is.
I said, there is no selfish, there are no others; no children... no you. There is only darkness.
I said, only darkness and pain.
I said, ask her. And she says:

I walk on the edge of an abyss.
But I am ignorant of it.
I am a fool to feel safe. A fool, unaware.
I walk for a while, and everything is okay.
There's a path I follow, it leads straight, it seems wide.
The abyss always loom

God of SuicideGod of Suicide:
You have trapped me in a nightmare,
Which there is no allowance for awake.
But it all turns out to be fair,
Due to all nails and a stake,
I've managed to receive.
Each thud of the hammer and each gash tells a different story.
I will just lay here and prepare my casket.
All of the lies and secrets stored in the closet,
Will come flying out and maybe my followers will find where to fit,
After years of hiding,
And secretly dying.
Death is the beautiful obscure truth,
And life is just the the hideous lie.
These darkened dreams you call sick sooth,
Us and is how we get by.
I will just lay here and prepare my casket.
All of the lie

You are simply my only true friend...poemWhen my emotions are locked,
I know I can rely on you
to listen to me.
You're the only one to understand
me,
to give me a hand.
When I have a thought,
you will always help me
express it.
You don't even judge me for
who I am.
When the world leaves me,
I know you will stay besides me.
Forever.
Oh how much I love you.
People come and go,
but you will forever
stay with me.
In reality,
you are my only true friend....poem.
PandoraMichaelis

we will never grow old togetherwe will never grow old
muscles loose
beneath holy jeans
divine and baptised a thousand
times

when did the nerves
grow soft?
rain fallen on the hair
of cleopatra &
tennyson

i didn't think about it
with ears pressed to the trees
the universe expanding
& pulling my life
in every direction

that 103 and dying
on my birthday
sounded so romantic
but less than
32 promised an eternity

Emotional BreakIs it time now? Must I really
give you up? My heart is breaking
at the thought of no longer being
able to call you mine.

My sweetest love, my one, my only.
You have always been the first face
I see when I wake, and the last
when I sleep. From the time before
conscious memory.

I was serious when I said that
I would no longer want to live
with you gone....and...ARE you?
Are you gone now? I can't feel you...
can't feel your presence...are you gone?

For the last week, I have been feeling you
just slip away from me...until...until now, I
feel nothing. All you left me with has faded
away, and I no longer know if you are even alive.

Memories of WarMemories of War:

What is this long-lost memory inside?
Where oceans turn; what have we left behind
With star-burned wings out above the sky.
The sleeping sons are lovingly left to lie...

A thousand tears you've cried for all,
Now its time for you to fall!
Will you open up the door,
To the future we ignore?

Are you simply lying broken,
From the memory awoken;
Are you simply living lies,
Bitter taste with ropes you tie...

And the world will soon forget.

Fill my heart with this regret?

For the victims written in stone.

Unspoken sin you now atone...

Yeah I've seen this world where we livin' in pain,
Wrap my body round with chain

Valentine's Day? UGHA blood-colored box in the shape of a heart
What an ironic way to express a poisonous dart
Well perhaps that might be the best way
To also show how love doth decay
So here I stand with my little red box
Crimped firmly shut with bleeding locks
Digging a grave with a blackened spoon
I bury this trinket under the glow of the moon
No love for me, not for even one day
So to all I whisper: screw Valentine's Day.

i miss you...I sit here in this rain,
                                           Waiting,
Thinking of you.
But no matter how long I wait on this bench,
                                                                                      For you,
You will never meet me here.
I’ve got on my best dress, my cane,
Even that old bowler hat you always liked,
And I wait at the bench where we first met.
But you will never meet me here again.
I lean on my cane in front of me,
Thinking of you,

My Other HalfI will truly love you, if I can trust you.
I will love you, if you help me battle my demons of the past.
Help me get through the lonely nights, when my demons are most active.
I will truly cherish you, if you give the respect that I need and I will give the same respect in retern.
I will love you, if you don't complete me and don't be my other half.
I just want a person to love, that makes me happy when I and you are doing anything, and I would not want to be any where else.
Be my friend I truly love.
I just want for you and I to love being around the other most of all.
By nora038

Freaks ShowFingers scratching at my wrist,
Wanting a beautiful kiss.
The lips they know too well,
Gradually I feel my mind compelling,
Back to almost a month ago,
When I was still apart of the freak show.
Dancing on the stage,
With a pointy blade,
Focused on a luscious vein.
The oh's and ah's of the crowd causes pain,
I finally notice how different I really am.
I finally notice there is nothing I can,
Do to pick up the glass without getting cut.
I finally noticed that all I am is a nut.
I finally noticed that deep down I'm in the freak show for life,
I can no longer hide and fight,
The true me when it's thriving to come out.
In this moment I do doubt,
T

Crossed The Line"Crossed The Line"

She told him "no" many instances before
At first he listened, but not this time
Her words were sounds that he ignored
Because finally, he crossed the line

At first it seemed like every date
He was sweet and kind, holding doors
But even still at any rate
She found herself screaming on the bedroom floor

Because he heard, but didn't listen
Only hearing what he wanted to hear
And by pure hormones he was driven
While her pleas fell on deaf's ears

At first it started out innocent
Holding hands, kissing, locking lips
But soon it was no longer ambivalent
Once his hands swayed around her hips

He tried crawling them

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Dear Dad

by ~nora038, Jan 19, 2013, 1:42:52 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Dear dad I love you.

Dear dad you were my world, but that world began to change.

Dear dad; why did you hit mom and make me watch?

Dear dad; why did you beat my brother?

Dear dad I will do anything you ask, just show me you can change for the better.

Dear dad; why did you corner me?

Dear dad; why can’t I stop shaking and crying?

Dear dad; why did I believe you could change?

Please someone help me!

By nora038

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~cloverdacat May 9, 2013

Aww ;n;

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~nora038 May 9, 2013 Student Interface Designer

Me to

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Mood: Affection

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~cloverdacat May 10, 2013

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*Awesomesaucical Jan 27, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

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~nora038 Jan 27, 2013 Student Interface Designer

That's what I want to do.

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~IndescribablyMe Jan 23, 2013 Hobbyist Artist

This just my emotions fly off the charts. I don't understand why anyone would abuse a child like that. Actually, I don't understand why anyone would abuse, well, anyone. It's just so wrong!!

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